it's been awhile since i write blogs, about a week or so, nothing much to talk about, T smsed me today saying that she's feeling down, long distance relationship is ok if can really trust the guy/girl... and you have to suffer if you don't trust them, i've never experienced it before and hopefully don't have to experience it, long distance relationship is quite frustrating coz you don't have someone to talk to and someone to hug when u r feeling down, watching other ppl with their other half walking hand in hand with each other makes you jealous of them even more.

most of the things done alone is not so fun... movie became boring, all songs that u listen to when u r alone in ur room became the main reason that u cry, dinner became tasteless, the worst of all, while u r waiting for him/her to come back, you don't know what is he/she doing over there.

worst case scenario, lets say when he/she came back and bring another part of them they met over the years oversea... how would u feel? i don't really encourage long distance relationship but i also won't say it's a bad thing...

T, if u r reading this, this is just my point of view, nothin to do with u de... if u trust him so much then i will continue support u, but listenin to ur problems, it makes a bad impression for me about him,

lastly, conclusion, long distance relationship is bad for health, long sleepless nightz, painful days (esp. Valentines' Day, Lonely Lonely Christmas) if u really trust each other with no secrets, no hiding, (or ur engaged), then u can trust ur relationship, but...but... i think this last paragraph will make me enemies among guyz... guyz shouldn't be trusted because whenever they found someone nicer, cuter, (richer), they will doubt about their own relationship and look for a new girl... luckily that only 1-2 person reading this blog so i think i will be safe for the moment... haha