for Kristy
it's been awhile since i blog here, i've been extremely bz with work and it's kinda hard to find some topic to talk about...
x'mas is around the corner and this year i'm alone again (sigh...), but every year it makes me realize that the older u got, the more u see & listen, it will make me appreciate the ppl beside me, i understand the short life that we have, for how many years? 60? 70? or 80?
remembering back when i was young and ignorant, i would mind who i hang out with, i speak what my heart desire and i would sumtimes offend people, now that i thought back, i really regret that i let Kristy left me, i can love her more and i would prevent her from knowing some terrible guyz that have hurt her... I'm REALLY SORRY !!! *sobz*
this is whut i feel now... down, down & more down... growing up is frustrating and when u think about 10 years ahead... what u going to do in 10 years? how r u going to manage? how i wish i could sell a part of my life to the devil and wish he would gv me lotsa money, so i wouldn't be worry bout my family & if i have children in da future, they wouldn't be hungry...
but this is all dreams... it is what i do when i am daydreaming... money can't be found falling from the sky... hard work and luck is how u going to get income from.... 80% hardwork 20% luck... some of u might wonder... why would luck have to do in this? it's really important... imagine working with 100% hardwork and no luck... in 10 years? maybe 20 years? u will still be in the same position... working ur ass off for il bit income... i consider myself to be extremely lucky becoz i have been given a chance to "fall" and experience what it is that which we call "pain" so i would really like to thank everyone that supported me all the way...
advice to Kristy... please be tough in everything u going thru... no matter how hard... i'll try my best to be with u till the end... if u need me, just gimme a call... i know u would be readin this... i din make this up just becoz u r readin this... it's a part of "experience" of being alone and u need some fren around u to support u, i am used to being alone so sumtimes i try my best so that my fren around me don't suffer like i did...
x'mas is around the corner and this year i'm alone again (sigh...), but every year it makes me realize that the older u got, the more u see & listen, it will make me appreciate the ppl beside me, i understand the short life that we have, for how many years? 60? 70? or 80?
remembering back when i was young and ignorant, i would mind who i hang out with, i speak what my heart desire and i would sumtimes offend people, now that i thought back, i really regret that i let Kristy left me, i can love her more and i would prevent her from knowing some terrible guyz that have hurt her... I'm REALLY SORRY !!! *sobz*
this is whut i feel now... down, down & more down... growing up is frustrating and when u think about 10 years ahead... what u going to do in 10 years? how r u going to manage? how i wish i could sell a part of my life to the devil and wish he would gv me lotsa money, so i wouldn't be worry bout my family & if i have children in da future, they wouldn't be hungry...
but this is all dreams... it is what i do when i am daydreaming... money can't be found falling from the sky... hard work and luck is how u going to get income from.... 80% hardwork 20% luck... some of u might wonder... why would luck have to do in this? it's really important... imagine working with 100% hardwork and no luck... in 10 years? maybe 20 years? u will still be in the same position... working ur ass off for il bit income... i consider myself to be extremely lucky becoz i have been given a chance to "fall" and experience what it is that which we call "pain" so i would really like to thank everyone that supported me all the way...
advice to Kristy... please be tough in everything u going thru... no matter how hard... i'll try my best to be with u till the end... if u need me, just gimme a call... i know u would be readin this... i din make this up just becoz u r readin this... it's a part of "experience" of being alone and u need some fren around u to support u, i am used to being alone so sumtimes i try my best so that my fren around me don't suffer like i did...
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