woah...

anyone who read this blog are my bestest of my bestest friends, it's almost 3 years since my last blog update but i think i won't be updating this blog that frequently... 3 years, i've quitted gaming(altho still play some at home), i've quitted drinking(which i think my greatest acomplishment...lol), i've became quieter and quieter each and every day, my ego getting smaller and smaller... and so much more... i'm not sure what have motivated me in doing such a thing but this feels good... and i meant it...

altho i don't have much friends nowadays due to that i have quitted quite a few of my bad habits but i appreciate the friends that i have now... S, for being a friend altho i'm not the greatest friend you can find, and believing and listening to me ranting about my gf(lol), E, for being with me whenever i felt lonely and needed some companion, (and you still owe me dinner) *laughs* and finally M, a guy who would use this complete moronic designer with half bucket empty skills.... haha, i'm grateful to those 3 person and i hope i can see you guys more, sharing dinner, sharing drinks, talking(or msn"ing") till the wee hours late at night, and sharing thoughts on experience of life...

i'm ending this entry with a song i love so much, hope you guys who read my blog can go find the MV in youtube(i'm just too lazy to post the link here)

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life you're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go
I go

Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face